Monday, April 28, 2014

The Check In

It has been awhile since I blogged.... I needed a break as my life was getting crazy!  Trying to figure out how to conquer Los Angeles and just live... Living can be tough when you have no money.  This transition has been so tough for me.  I am used to always having a ton of money from working on Broadway for many years.  However, it is not about money, it is about going after your dreams.  Doing what you love and fighting for it!

I am still here in Los Angeles, and I am very happy.  I am making it work, and trying to hustle to get closer to my dreams.  I am allowing myself to audition for musicals again.  I yearn for the stage, I  have been away from it too long.  It was a great break I must admit, as I needed it to fall back in love with singing and the life of musical theater.  I didn't respect musical theater anymore, and was starting to never want to perform again.  This break has silenced who I really truly am.  It took this break to find my first passion again, and realize I don't have to give it up, to follow my TV Dreams.  J.R. you can do it all... :-) This was my "Alchemist" moment, where I traveled a full circle to end up right where I started..  HOME! :-)

Cruel Joke Tomorrow I have an audition for a Chef with a french accent.  Just like the audition I had a year ago when I chickened out of going to because of fear of making a fool of myself.  Now after being here so long, the same character came up for me.. HEY, do I look French?  HELL NO!  Why do they keep calling me in for this guy? And a chef at that.  HAHA!  LOL The difference is I embrace this challenge, and am excited to go and show them what I got!  Wish me luck friends.

I miss you my blogger followers, and though I don't blog as much.  You will continue to hear from me from time to time.  :-)   THIS BLOG WILL NOT END! HAHA!  I am liar!  LOL!

LOVE AND LIGHT TO YOU ALL!